I wonder.

Rediscovering your passions and who you once were is an interesting thing. Often when we contemplate about it, we tend to ask ourselves "Wow really?" at the amazement about the person we once were. It is a bit odd seeing as we generally don't change who we are but rather how we are. I mean it's almost as though depending on how we feel or our current situation will determine how we are at that point in time which is some what true but if you think about it what really our identity, when we have nothing going on. Is it when we are at peace with ourselves and all external conflicts are null which determines who we are? It's a confusing topic to think about, because really when can we say this is who I am. Maybe it is a collection of every reaction to each story of our lives and the fact that we all have so many experience that makes it so hard to find a conclusion to these questions.

So in the attempt of trying to find who we use to be and reigniting that life, we actually just find another facet of ourselves in the process of joining who we once were into who we currently are. Interesting isn't it?

"Who am I today?" - Peter

Peter.

Mans best friend.

Oh what happened? There was a time where we use to get along so well. We'd be just hanging out all the time and there was time where we both smiled. And yet now I just find you as an insignificant part of my life with no place in my future. It's not like I stopped caring, but rather that I stopped wanting what you had to offer. The nature of a human being is of "Love" and well you just didn't cut it anymore. Now every time I walk past you it seems a tad awkward. You always have a sense of hope in your eyes, but still your body only shows defeat. But the truth is as much as I forget you, I still know you and that you were undoubtedly a key figure in my life. I hope we still have the time to make up and maybe we can smile again. Just one more time.

"I haven't seen you, feels like a long time, sometimes it still hurts, but I always get by" - David Choi

Peter.

Half is enough.

"I can't stop loving you with half of my heart". As undecisive as it is when it comes to love, maybe that half that is often not fully shown is right. That maybe this time it's ok to go through and open your whole heart. Because with love there is always a risk, but better than missing the opportunity right? In the end having your heart broken 10 times before finding the right one is worth it. Because we all crave to be wanted, relied upon, loved. Maybe you already know her (or him) and she's just waiting. I wonder.

"Love, it's all you need, it's everything, to keep it all together" - David Choi

Peter.